Day 27

My journalling started with talking about my day so far, my sister leaving, the weather and moved onto a lot of thoughts. My head has been full of thoughts today, mostly positive ones about actions I might take in the future and things I could do. It feels like things could be possible for me today where as a lot of the time I don’t feel that way at all. I hope that I can maintain or at least tap back into this motivational feeling in the future, especially after next week when I’m back at work. My journalling style seems to be a jumble of my everyday mundane and repetitive thoughts with a few moments of deeper insight thrown in. I guess that reflects life in general.

My energy has been a bit mixed today, I’ve struggled a bit with my physical energy, but mentally I’ve been a bit hyperactive. This is a bit of a strange mix. The weather has been warm again today and I think that has an affect. Anyway I did my painting this afternoon, I had in mind a lilac colour that I wanted to use, but the colour I mixed wasn’t quite what I wanted. I didn’t have a great level of concentration this afternoon and I think my painting perhaps reflects this and my scattered focus today. The right page is a jumble of overlapping colours, I find I like to build layers of colours. On the left page I painted lines radiating outwards from a sort of invisible centre. This side is more ordered and focused, so the pages seem to represent two polarities. Image below.